2005-11-02 - Up Date.
2005-09-18 - Fuck you
2005-08-18 - PUSSY!
2005-07-12 - A tale of love and attraction.
2005-07-04 - News.
2005-04-05 - -
2005-03-29 - Praying for cancer
2005-03-02 - Permeating message.
2005-01-07 - Where the fuck have YOU been!???
2004-12-15 - -
2004-12-09 - And Ive begun.
2004-12-05 - Brian says:
2004-11-27 - We drift deeper...
2004-11-24 - Seans questions.
2004-11-23 - A few short and mostly obvious statements:
2004-11-16 - If you were me, youd be drunk
2004-10-20 - grey
2004-10-15 - You are
2004-10-05 - So long.
2004-10-05 - Drowning. (over and over and so intense as ever)
2004-10-01 - However yesterday was fantastic
2004-09-29 - Well fuck eating with other people anyway
2004-09-19 - need the breeze
2004-09-17 - gone
2004-09-06 - anniversary
2004-08-31 - AAaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
2004-08-31 - bs spacefiller
2004-08-29 - vectored.
2004-08-28 - :(
2004-08-27 - DAG yo
2004-08-26 - Song.
2004-08-24 - Just when you thought it was safe!
2004-08-22 - wisdom teeth!?
2004-04-13 - ponderosa
2004-04-10 - "with the freaks"
2004-08-07 - Its time for_________!
2004-07-30 - yummmm
2004-07-20 - Awful awful awful dreams.
2004-07-19 - zzzzzzzzzz
2004-07-18 - post party
2004-07-16 - dread the mind or so henry says
2004-07-13 - What I wouldnt give to live within driving range of Ceci again (Miss Me She.)
2004-07-13 - secured
2004-07-12 - more easily or economically replaced than rescued, salvaged, or protected (better stated)
2004-07-09 - Discontentment
2004-07-09 - psychosaddle
2004-07-08 - Control
2004-07-08 - no comfort here.
2004-07-07 - And then they dropped the bomb.
2004-07-06 - SP 12th st represent
2004-07-05 - Sole patriot in my procrasti-nation
2004-07-04 - empty
2004-07-02 - aaarrghhhhhhhfffaaaaack.
2004-07-01 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYZ!
2004-06-30 - *ssexy sexy sexy*
2004-06-29 - You did it to me, I did it to you. So why am I the one with shit on my shoe?
2004-06-28 - thoughts and feelings.
2004-06-26 - Drunk (girlfriend?)
2004-06-26 - Not pepperoncinis, not even the freshest of tangerines, its....
2004-06-25 - silly
2004-06-25 - silly
2004-06-25 - Arms thrown out, head down, eyes closed, spinning fast.... grinning
2004-06-24 - If this bores you than I openly invite you to avert your eyes.
2004-06-24 - hmmmmm
2004-06-24 - Probably horribly incoherent (how come I dont get one of these?)
2004-06-21 - Fucking strokes.... always comes back to the fucking strokes....
2004-06-20 - Happy Daddys Day! (possible furture edit)
2004-06-19 - I look sooo goooood.
2004-06-19 - Running start.... and SLIIIIIIIIIIDE hands raised grinning to the opposite end of the spectrum
2004-06-18 - and FURTHERMORE.....
2004-06-18 - Instincts.
2004-06-17 - I have bitten right through my lip Im afraid
2004-06-17 - Reinstated
2004-06-16 - breif intermission
2004-06-14 - Officially fucking off....
2004-06-14 - Im all alone, with no one here beside me.
2004-06-13 - 321 aaaaand we're back.
2004-06-11 - Im so escited I can already smell the air
2004-06-10 - a la mode? (or Stuck In My Teeth)
2004-06-08 - chewed up lips
2004-06-06 - I need a best friend
2004-06-04 - If I were you.... I would never let me go.
2004-06-03 - My wrist hurts and my gut has grown too much today
2004-06-02 - Am I allowed to say that Im g____ ___ ____ ___n in here yet?
2004-06-02 - Well-rested for the first time in weeks
2004-06-01 - oh goodness how full of goodness my bonnie boy is (an islamic leader decreed it so!)
2004-06-01 - double dose of diary diatribes!
2004-06-01 - Im tired :(
2004-05-31 - shit talking!
2004-05-31 - of COURSE I know where my MFG is, you eggy condoment!
2004-05-30 - Happy Birthday BrittanyBunnyButt
2004-05-26 - I snub my nose at you!
2004-05-26 - groggolicous
2004-05-26 - drunken hysterics much?
2004-05-24 - the good the bad the fugly
2004-05-23 - Aint nobody ever cheated on me naggahs!
2004-05-20 - I think Ill have 2 instead of none tonight ol chap!
2004-05-20 - my parents have gotten wise enough to lock their liquor cabinet...
2004-05-17 - blah
2004-05-15 - My nightly routine has been disrupted.
2004-05-14 - today has been pleasant.
2004-05-14 - huntin
2004-05-13 - Watch out for that Shift key
2004-05-13 - I ate white rice today and did NOT vomit!!!!!
2004-05-10 - so tired sore and happy.
2004-05-09 - MY FUCKING LEGS HUUUUUURT
2004-05-07 - ughughugh
2004-05-07 - No bearing on the events of the day but...
2004-05-06 - sad....
2004-05-05 - =/
2004-05-04 - stole this from sheenas bio
2004-05-04 - hoppin n boppin!
2004-05-01 - and my tongue hurts dammit
2004-04-29 - Wish I had the reckless abandon to be out playing with you guys right now
2004-04-29 - so very tired
2004-04-27 - BOY is my tummy sticky
2004-04-25 - last time. s(e)ad dreamz
2004-04-16 - fuck.
2004-04-12 - ah the horror
2004-04-06 - 'whatever' (READ BRIANS DIARY!)
2004-04-05 - Easter next Sunday!?
2004-03-31 - All I wanna do these days is get drunk or sleep
2004-03-30 - I LOVE that song...
2004-03-29 - tee hee
2004-03-25 - robbed.
2004-03-21 - munch
2004-03-19 - Not that anyone cares to hear this but...
2004-03-18 - *grumble*
2004-03-17 - gtotheitothedd-why?
2004-03-16 - not even my mother.
2004-03-14 - communism is the key.
2004-03-13 - yea thats right, I said it; I'll say it again.... w00t!
2004-03-10 - yuckygrossinthetumtum
2004-03-09 - Much needed clarification
2004-03-09 - Alright ok I will!!
2004-03-08 - dreadfully full of love
2004-03-08 - Im going nutsncraaaazzzzy (ambien before beddybye!?)
2004-03-08 - One for the books.
2004-03-07 - agahgahgahgaaghhhhhhhrrtttblah
2004-03-06 - no sir I dont like it
2004-03-04 - Who needs effing anitdepressants!
2004-03-02 - "Girl A"
2004-03-02 - draingthebrainpain
2004-02-29 - gonna esplode!
2004-02-27 - Yea thats right!
2004-02-24 - Fall down.
2004-02-20 - One love.
2004-02-16 - Take that John Paul!
2004-02-01 - small story
2004-02-01 - small story
2004-01-27 - newt
2004-01-14 - SLEEP
2004-01-01 - *toooot!* (that supposed to be a new years hornthingy)
2003-12-19 - this is not a breakdown
2003-12-15 - my wonderful weekend and why sometimes its harder to handle ecstacy depression
2003-12-07 - aaaggghh!!!
2003-11-22 - How well we know me?
2003-11-21 - health....
2003-11-19 - todays letter is the letter "S"
2003-11-13 - One is the loneliest number
2003-10-25 - my back hurts
2003-10-21 - jeorb
2003-10-19 - gggrrraaaawwwwrrrrr
2003-10-17 - foodcarmmm!
2003-10-13 - Happy birthday mom Vegas blah
2003-10-07 - <--------------->
2003-10-01 - sleepyitchylonelysleep
2003-09-28 - sparse
2003-09-25 - ho hum.
2003-09-03 - Landon
2003-09-01 - Fuck Las Vegas.
2003-08-25 - Sadly... Imnot smart enough to make the red show...
2003-08-25 - THere's a strange smell to the air...
2003-08-11 - aicht
2003-08-06 - the fan has fallen into the shit or something
2003-07-28 - *siiiiiigh* (again?)
2003-07-18 - Little town, such a quiet village. Every day, like the one before.
2003-07-14 - numbah
2003-07-08 - huh.
2003-07-07 - WORK.
2003-06-26 - San Diego.
2003-06-17 - 5 minutes of eternity....
2003-06-15 - mydaddy
2003-06-12 - hee.
2003-06-11 - Reciprocity my ass.
2003-06-10 - nothing.
2003-06-09 - bitch and gripe.
2003-05-19 - Fill it out I SAID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2003-05-17 - hellweek
2003-05-12 - so much stuff!
2003-05-08 - streeeeessssssss
2003-05-04 - stuck.
2003-05-03 - My Day.
2003-05-01 - see attatched.
2003-05-01 - Ode to my teddy bear
2003-05-01 - ->
2003-04-23 - Drugs n job n lies n dreams
2003-04-18 - relief
2003-04-18 - relief
2003-04-16 - ...AND...
2003-04-16 - dumdee dummmm
2003-04-16 - hungryhungryhungryhungryhungryhungry
2003-04-13 - SEE!? How the hell do people listen to this rubbish!?
2003-04-13 - When masturbation's lost its touch, youre a lazy fuck-up!
2003-04-13 - Note AGAIN
2003-04-12 - dead
2003-04-11 - note:
2003-04-10 - Boring brayings of a lazy fuck-up
2003-04-08 - BooooooOOoooOOOooo!
2003-04-06 - this weekend...
2003-04-04 - goodbye
2003-04-02 - A short script proving how adorable my boyfriend really is
2003-04-01 - Tidbits from Ceci Jo's journal
1970-01-12 - cutehair!cutehair!
2003-03-30 - !
2003-03-28 - bailar conmigo
2003-03-26 - Lolita and Mexicans
2003-03-26 - blah blah blah
2003-03-22 - =(
2003-03-21 - Hot Iraqi Topic
2003-03-21 - AGH!
2003-03-20 - youre just somebody that I used to know
1970-01-12 - I bleed my ethics at a slow drip
2003-03-18 - stuck
2003-03-17 - quick blip
2003-03-12 - heh.
2003-03-09 - hope
2003-03-09 - good day
2003-03-07 - aaaaghhh! theyre coming!!!!!!!!!!!!
2003-03-06 - car accident
2003-03-04 - For you I'd bleed myself dry
2003-03-03 - Job!?
2003-03-02 - clean and stuff!
2003-03-02 - too early
2003-02-27 - sleepless ramblings
2003-02-24 - GROOOOOSSSSS
2003-02-23 - purple!
2003-02-19 - I dunno... this made me happy ;)
2003-02-19 - MunchSlurpGobble!
2003-02-17 - This magic moment... so different and so new, was like any other, until I met you...
2003-02-16 - beer.
2003-02-15 - lovely
2003-02-13 - no, reeeally.
2003-02-12 - Margo
2003-02-11 - comesaveme
2003-02-10 - playtime (cont'd)
2003-02-10 - playtime
2003-02-09 - I smell
2003-02-07 - sadscaredbad
2003-02-05 - AND I cut my finger!
2003-02-04 - slightly drunk and drinking baking soda once again
2003-02-03 - fucktoday.
2003-02-02 - toothpaste!
2003-02-01 - Quizzes while waiting for Landon.... look at the LAST entry if you find this nonsense to indeed be nonsense
2003-02-01 - today?
2003-01-29 - nopenotcrazy
2003-01-27 - The cream of the broken squash crop
2003-01-24 - January
2003-01-23 - sharing is caring!
2003-01-21 - surfin!
2003-01-20 - funny?
2003-01-20 - All I do is whine and take quizzes
2003-01-19 - kids
2003-01-15 - shouldnt have.
2003-01-15 - Is your angel broken?
2003-01-13 - EGAD!
2003-01-12 - good girls we all are
2003-01-12 - "I dont give a shit"
2003-01-12 - Entering the land of fuck-up
2003-01-10 - curdled milk
2003-01-10 - CLEANING!!!
2003-01-09 - pretty?
2003-01-09 - coffeetime
2002-12-05 - eh?